Ghut Ghut ke kyu jee raha hu !! :( :(

haatho ki lakeere mai samjh nai paa raha
ghut ghut ke kyu jee raha hu smjh nai aa raha

ankho se niklna chahte hai aansu
kyu unhe nikalne ka rasta nazar nai aa raha

ghut ghut ke kyu jee raha hu smjh nai aa raha

rota hai mann har raat kyu
dhundla sa jeevan hai ab lagne lga
me usme khota jaa raha hu
kyu khud ko rok nai paa raha hu

mai darr jaata hu papa ki ankho me dekh ke
ki mera beta kuch karke dikhaega
me darr jata hu maa ke us khilae nivaale se
ki baad me sukh ki roti ye hme khilaega

mai hasata hu, logo ka mann beh lata hu
koi mjhe kyu nai hasa paa raha

Ghut ghut ke kyu jee raha hu
samjh nai aa raha

log kehte hai khuda ko yaad kro
mai nai kar pata hu, nai unse jud paata hu
log kehte h unke bina kuch nai hai
mai phir dar jaata hu

mera mann nai hai jeene ka
me marne se katraata hu
meri maa ke us haste chehre ko dkh
me dar jata hu

shor mat kro
mjhe dar lagta hai
shanti se jeene do
itne bhoj ke sth kse koi smbhalta hai

kyu me pal pal ye soch raha hu mera kya hoga
ye dil bhi ab jawaab nai deta
kyu me pal pal sochta hu kya me kuch kar paunga
mra zameer bhi ab jawab nai deta

kyu har lamha mjhe is tarah sata raha hai
Ghut ghut ke kyu jee raha hu samajh nai aa raha

Sona chahta hu
neend nai aati
uthna chahta hu
neend hai satati

dor si ban gai hai meri zindgi
suljhane niklta hu
aur uljh jaati hai

sidha rasta lgti hai zindgi
jb nikal padta hu to
mod se bhari itraati hai zindgi

dosto k mazak mai
vo sham ki mulaqaat me
bhul jata hu sb gam
us hassi ki saugaad me

seham jaata hu lekin phir raat hote hi
lekin kyu ye samajh nai aata hai
kyu ye darr palta jaa raha hai
ek gande saaye ki tarah khalta ja raha hai

mai logo ko jeena seekha ke
khud nai has paa raha
ghut ghut ke kyu jee raha hu smjh nai aa raha

kyu me marta jaa raha hu samjh nai aa raha
maut se bhi lgta hai darr
aur jeene me ab maza nai aa raha

ghut ghut ke kyu jee raha hu
samjh nai aa raha

samjh nai aa raha